Hmmm

I agree that its been a long time and that I have made a big fool of myself by failing to live up to the 7 posts a week target.
Needless to say, im going to work without any target number of posts from now on.
Well, this is typical of me. I let things get the better of me and then just ... stop . Enough about me for now.
Over the last few weeks I have realized many things and forgotten them like I always do.
Here are some that I can remember right now.
1. The main highlight of my life is learning the same lessons over and over again by making the same mistakes.
2. Facts and logic aren't sufficient for me to get convinced.
3. God's debris is a weird book to read
4. To get out of a rut, one has to do more just 'wanting' to get out, therefore making the chances of me getting out of a rut all by myself successfully, close to impossible
5. Never help people who dont want to be helped
6. Online relationships are dicey and ...one shouldnt invest emotionally in them.
7. If you want to help people with no motives of your own, be prepared to be screwed over and over and over and over ....
8. A phenomenal amount of time is wasted in trying to figure things out. Sometimes its best to blindly follow the crowd.
9. There is no feeling that can replace speaking to an old and forgotten friend and discovering that the bond still exists.
10. The internet is a place to meet weird people, anyone who hasn't has missed out on their full internet experience.

I dont really want to stop ... but ... I dont want to become 'Prak' :). Douglas Adams went over the top with that one.
For those who are interested, here's what wikipedia has to say about prak
"Prak was a witness in a trial on Argabuthon where the Dwellers in the Forest were suing the Princes of the Plains and the Tribesmen of the Cold Hillsides. Prak was a messenger for Dwellers in the Forest sent to the other two parties to ask "the reason for this intolerable behaviour." He would always walk away thinking about how well-thought out the reason was, but he would always forget what it was by the time he got back. The white robots of Krikkit broke into the court room to steal the Argabuthon Sceptre of Justice, as it was part of the Wikkit Gate Key. In so doing they may have jogged a surgeon's arm, while the surgeon was injecting Prak with truth serum, resulting in too high a dose. When the trial resumed, Prak was instructed to tell "the Truth, the Whole Truth, and Nothing but the Truth," which, due to the overdose, he did. People at the scene had to flee or risk insanity as Prak told every single bit of the entire truth of the entire universe and all of its history, much of which they found ghastly. Prak recalled that many of the weird bits involved frogs or Arthur Dent. As a result, when Arthur Dent came to visit him in search of the truth, he nearly died laughing. He never did write down anything he discovered while telling the truth, first because he could not find a pencil and then because he could not be bothered. He has therefore forgotten almost all of it, but did recall the address of God's Last Message to His Creation, which he gave to Arthur when the laughter subsided. He died afterwards, not having recovered from his laughing fit. "